.:. JuSt WaItinG For U My DeaR .:.

Sayonara!!!

2006-12-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

Its hard to keep up with 2 blogs..
So I've decided to totally switch to multiply instead. :)

Long Overdue

2006-08-13T14:01:00.000+08:00

I guess i owe an entry to this dusty blog. Hehehe..

So what's been happening to me....

Let me see... I'm now 35 weeks preggy.. Eeekkksssss.. Like only left with 5 more weeks to go!!! But that 5 more weeks pun takleh caya sgt. Some of the peeps say that 1st kid might come earlier den expected, some say later that EDD. Entahlah..
Takpe lah lil one. Earlier or not, when u decide to pop out, mommy & daddy are anxiously waiting for you. :D

Another good news is that my cammy is ok!!! We went down to Casio office to get it fix and they told us that it was only the battery problem and nothing wrong with the cammy. Fuhhh!!! Lega sey dgr... just bought a replacement battery for it.

And finally, we have permanently moved into our home after sooo many months of delaying. Nak tak nak, I gather up all my courage to pack my stuff and move out of my parents place. It was a bit sad for me, but den again maybe bcos of my preggy state that I was emotional. But I kept these feelings to myself. Kalau Abang tahu, confirm kena kacau. :P and now the leceh thing is unpacking which I have yet to do. Maybe later lah..

Now, I only sleep over my parents place when Abang's on nite shift and on my dad's insistance, I will come by my parents place in the morning when Abang is on morning shift. They are scared to leave me alone by myself now. Takut I might go into labour when I'm alone in the house. Nasib baik next blk jer.. Hehehe...

Anyways, need some advice for experienced mommies out there. When do you start packing ur bag? And stuff to bring? I can only think of my cammy and going home clothes for baby & me. And is it ok to wear pants when ur going home or would it be better to wear those dresses? Do email me @ blackrose_46sg@yahoo.com.sg. Thanks in advance!!!!

Cant sit down too long now. My back is aching already.. Nak lie down plak. And one more thing, my feet dah start swelling!!! Look like elephant legs tau. nanti kalau I free, I snap a pix of it k? But no promises!! Hehehehe...

Wuuuuuppppiiiiiiidoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!

2006-06-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

Its over... yeah yeah.. its over... *shake bonbons*

For now I can put aside ALL my notes and enjoy!!!!!! Yippeee!!!!!!

And right now, lights off for me. Must catch up on my beauty sleep.

Hellllooooooooooooooooooooo dreamland!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

I would rather......

2006-06-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

Hug my hubby

Go window shopping (Have to wait for payday to go shopping)

Go to work & be bombarded with difficult, hair pulling, sakit hati work problems

Stand in the MRT from Boon Lay to Pasir Ris and back again

Surf the net aimlessly

Stare at my favourite food but yet I cant eat it

be irritated by people who irritate me.

I would rather go thru all these den having to go thru this right now.

Revising for my next paper.

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aint it Funny

2006-05-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting infront of my PC right now and I'm feeling lost on what to do. Kalau kat wk, ade jer yg I want to check kat net. Abih skrang while waiting for hubby to be home, I'm clueless on what to surf on. Aper dah!

Boring ah. Nak log off now and rest my aching body.

Have a great weekend!!! I confirm wont be having any "great" wkend. Nak kena revise for my exams. Pfft!!

A Pain in the .....

2006-05-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

Not ass but my back. Yes my back is starting to give me problems again. Falling asleep can be quite a task when trying to find that perfect position. I will make sure that I dont sleep on my back and when sleeping on my side, I make sure that I have a pillow behind me to give that extra back support.

The funny thing is that the lil one doesn't seem to like me sleeping on my right side. Lil one will make those squiggly movements until I turn to the other side den the movements stop. :)

So far, most of the time, I will feel the lil one moving while I rest in bed at nite before bedtime. But surprisingly, the lil one is quite active today. I could feel the movements in the late afternoon! It can be ticklish cos imagine the squiggly movements from right to left and right again! Hehehe... I reli love being pregnant right now despite not being able to sit in one position for long.

The stomach is already showing BUT I still dont get a seat in the train while I'm going to work or coming back home. Maybe people still think that I'm just a fleshy girl with a lot of babatz! Hahaha.. Its ok with me cos I'm used to standing in the train. But there are times, I wish for a seat cos the back is killing me while I stand!!! But Abang told me not to expect much from people and just be strong. Betul jugak ye.. Tak kan just becos I'm pregnant I have to be lembik 24/7?

Currently I'm in the 2nd trimester, 23 weeks to be exact and gonna see my gynae again next wk. Cant wait for that cos thats when I get to see the lil one. The previous checkup was great cos we did the detailed scan and I got more time to see our lil one despite having to move my head to get a clear view cos the radiologist's hand was covering my view. Alhamdulillah, everything looks great!!

And yes, we already know lil one's gender and no, I'm not gonna reveal it here. Cos to me, its not important whether it's a boy or a girl cos what really matters most is lil one is growing well in me and insyaallah, its gonna be a health baby! :D

Test Mike.. Mike Test..

2006-05-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

Calling all beloved bloggers..

This is a special announcement
*clears throat*

I have NOT stop blogging yet but instead you can find me blogging here!

My werkplace is not blogger.com friendly so that why I resort to blog in another venue.

Thank you. :)

Rest time

2006-04-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

I think I will take a break for now. Hope to be back soon. :)

Missing

2006-03-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

I pray that you get better soon. I miss your home cook meals. *sob sob*

The Right Time

2006-03-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

Initially I wanted to blog it here 1st but it seems its been hard for me to get my hands on the PC at home since my siblings are always infront of it 24/7. So I decided to do a cut & paste from my multiply instead.

14 March 2006
I'm supposed to be blogging this in my blog yesterday but instead I was stuck watching TV. So to make it up, might as well blog it down in Multiply instead.

Its been quite a long time eversince I pen my last thots in my blog. There have been times when I did log in but somehow there was so many things that I wanted to say but didnt know where to start. Somehow I kept saying to myself that its not the right time to blog yet.

So has the right time come yet? I think so....

The last few months have been great for us. Very very great.. We are in the slow process of moving into our house. Why slow? Its my fault actually.. I'm so reluctant of moving out cos its so quiet in our house, with just the 2 of us and I'm kinda not used to that kind of surroundings yet. But we have tried sleeping over during the weekends and I'm beginning to adapt to the changes. But kalau part makan, still go back to my parents place lah.. I have yet to learn how to cook!! Heheheheee..

Alhamdullilah, the best of the best greatest news that we could ever hoped for came by on 12 Jan 06. I was so excited when I knew abt it and just couldnt wait to tell Abang abt it!!! He as usual kept his cool when he heard what I have to say but from the look in his eyes, he was as excited as I am.

Now 3mths have past and that is why I think now is the right time to blog it down. As for Abang & I, we just cant wait for what lies ahead for us, especially in the next 6 months!

East side

2006-02-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

The good side of waking up early to send hubby to wk is that I get to enjoy my fav prata kat Haig Rd. Lagi lagi dgn one cup of teh tarik.. Fuyoooo!!!!!!!! POWER!!!!

Lazy Lazy Me

2006-01-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

I got no mood to blog now.. Rarely got mood to do anything nowdays. Been buzy with the house. Work is as usual.. My intray is beginning to pile up again.
So you can see why I've not been blogging or even tagging!

Got to go now.. Need to relax and catch up on this on dvd...

Abang got me hooked! I want to see what happens in episode 13!! Hehehe... :)

Back For Good

2005-12-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

See what Abang bought for me!!!!

TAKE THAT ARE BACK!!!!!!

YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! *screaming hysterically*

Yes, they are back together but sadly without Robbie. But then again he has already made it big by himself. Good for him! :)

Here I am typing away with the accompany of their greatest hits and me singing along.. Kalau tonite hujan, you all tahu siapa punya pasal lah ye... hehehe...

Surprisingly I can still remember the lyrics after all these years!!

"A million loves songs later....
And here I am trying to tell you that I care...
A million loves song later...
Here I am....."

Between all the five-
Gary Barlow, Mark Owen, Robbie Williams, Jason Orange & Howard Donald

My favourite one is.... *smitten look*

I told Abang that if these boys decided to have a concert here, I definately wanna go!!!!!!!! The last time they had a concert here, I couldnt go cos my parents wouldnt let me. :(

Sigh.... Remember those times of me & my galpals going crazy over them. Hehehe... Really bring back good memories..

Good old memories. :)

A Quick One

2005-12-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

As I'm reading this

I munch on this

I can remember all the acronyms that my lecturer gave
C/O/C/A/C
C/R/E/V & E/U
P/I/E
C/T/E
C/A/R

But I cant remember what does each letter means!!!!

I'm officially D/E/A/D

No More

2005-12-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

Maybe you're right
It's time for me to perform my responsibilities correctly
No more delays
No more procrastinating
No more "Let's wait for another day"
Cos you will never know if that other day comes
Talk is certainly cheap cos
Actions speak louder than words
Hope that my actions can be seen rather than read
We'll see...
We'll see when the time comes

Once Again

2005-12-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Its that time of the month once again where I have to burn the midnight oil and try my very best to stay awake despite drowning myself with countless cups of coffee. *blurgh*

I had flunked my audit paper that I took in June and now I have to retake it once again. Up till now, I have yet to start my revision. In fact, I have yet to dig up for those old audit notes!!! :P

I really hope to get it done by tomorrow nite cos the BIG day is next Tuesday!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!

Meanwhile, dearest hubby had taken leave from work to settle the painting works. I actually planned to help him out but didnt dare to ask my boss if I could take leave last Monday cos I'll be starting leave this coming Friday. So far, he has settled the 3 rooms and now he's doing the kitchen and the living room.

One more hour to go before Abang fetch me from work. Cant wait for that cos we have a mission planned out. Yeah!! :)

Maybe

2005-12-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

Maybe its not the right time yet...
We just have to be patient....

For the 1st Time

2005-12-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to do at work!!!! FINALLY, after so many months, I FINALLY finished my backlog work. :)
BUT now I tengah boring cos I have to do the non-urgent stuff that is making me fall asleep!!!!

Nak surf net pun tak tau where to go.. Asyik blog hoping ajer.. Nothing interesting lah so far.

So thats why I decided to email my entry. Kalau the alignment salah lagi, gasak dier lah. Nanti when I'm free baru I adjust it back.

Ape lagi nak type ye? I guess that's it for now..

Another 1hr 25min more to go before I go home!!!! But for now, back to doing my boring wk that is making me fall ZZzzzzzzz....

Time

2005-11-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

Where do I start? I dunno actually. So many things in my mind right now that I dont know which one to type abt 1st.

But then to think of it, I do have something that has been bothering me for some time now. Eversince I became a Mrs, 24 hrs isnt enuff for me. I mean the past 2 months have left me drained out and tired. Its like having to attend one thing after another.

We went for our 1st appointmt for the house right after I started wk and before u know it, fasting month came. I made sure that I broke fast at home with my family almost everyday with exceptions of times when I needed to stay back to do work. Weekends are time where we broke fast with his family. 4 weeks went by and its was time to celebrate Hari Raya. For the 1st time, I actually went out on the 1st day of Syawal. Previously, I would just stay @ home and wait for my uncle's family to come by. My grandma lives with us so my parents' place is the meeting point.

The following weekends were time to go visiting his & my side of the family. At the same time, we got our house keys 3 days before Raya and so far we managed to paint 1 room and cleaned up the wall fans. Thats all. And that was done 2 weeks ago. I wonder if we come by tomorrow, the floor would still be clean or not? Hmmmm...

I didnt realise that I had kept a low profile after the big day until a friend of mine asked me where did I disappear to? Gosh all I could answer was I was busy. My poly mates even emailed me and asked the same thing. Sigh... Seriously, I do want to meet up with them but somehow, most of the time, I cant make it. Like how I missed my sec sch bbq open house, like how I missed going visiting with my friends cos of my committments towards my family.

I'm sorry guys for not being able to meet up and even so with MSN and SMS, I'm just not good with typing words. At most probably you'll received those forwarded kind of SMSes.

Gosh I miss my friends!!!!!!! *sob sob*

Opps!! Try again!

2005-10-27T13:27:00.000+08:00

In busy mode now. Be back soon.
Selamat Hari Raya!!

Like A Pro

2005-10-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

Before I got married, I said to myself that after the status switch, I would want to change. Change for the better. Its not that before I got married, I was bad but there are some old habits of mine that I'm not particularly proud to say out loud.

I still remember how I nag at Abang of how some things that he did, I wasn't too happy with. I keep telling him that make sure by the time he's my husband, he better change for the better cos I said that I might tolerate now but may not in the future. And all the while I'm nagging at him, never once he rebutted abt me changing myself too. I guess that time, I could only think abt his bad ways and consider myself as "good".

Now being married to him for a month plus, I'm very proud of my Abang bcos he did change for the better whereas I'm ashamed of myself bcos I'm still the same old me. His actions are definitely louder than words as compared to me, - talk only, no action. (cakap ajer lebih.. eksen takdah!!)

That's the problem with me. I love to procrastinate in doing E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. Seriously.. That's one of my old deadly habits. Keep telling myself to get rid of it but somehow its still here.. You see? How to change at the rate I'm going? Sigh...

I know sighing doesn't help but I certainly have to change. Die die.. I must change for the better.

I just signed up for my Dec exams and going to signed up for the revision class tomorrow.. And I definitely have to register by tomorrow cos the deadline is this Saturday. See? A classic example by a procrastinator.

Another thing is that the revision class that I'm signing up for has classes on HARI RAYA from 1-7pm!! What a way to celebrate raya for the first time with Abang as a married couple. I did ask for his input on this and he said its up to me.. I told him that if I sacrifice my raya for my revision class, I will make sure that I wont play play and make sure that I study hard to pass the paper. And all he said was, "We'll see..."

I make sure that THIS time I will DO what I SAY and not talk cock sing song like I usually do. And now I have to get back to work cos I have tons of work to do that I have putting aside since I came back from my leave. Procrastinate again lah.. what else!!!! Hehehehe....

Fashion Police

2005-10-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

*Looks at herself in the mirror*

Yikes!!!!!

I need a major makeover ASAP!!!

Tag Time!!

2005-10-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Charm who has tag me to list 3 random facts abt myself.. Actually malas nak buat but since takde keje time lunch ni, might as well I buat kan... :)

Three Random Facts Abt Me
1) I used to hate pink.. I detest pink cos to me its too girlish. Dunno what happen to me lah, but now I suka sangat dengan pink karer.. Very the suuuuweeetttt you!!

2) No matter how early I siap to go on dates with Abang, I still end up being late... Ade jer yg terlupa lah, tertinggal lah.. baju tak matching lah, kasut tinggi sangat lah, etc etc..

And last but not least,
3) I'm the shortest among my siblings. My 2nd sis, 3rd & 4th bro semua dah overshoot me... Kalau people ask me how come I'm the shortest.. senang ajer... "Ohhh... Not enuff baking powder on the 1st try lah!" Hehehehe :P

Why??

2005-10-02T21:54:00.000+08:00

"Ah? Kau nak pegi Bali? Yang tempat kena bom kan?"

"Ah ah lah... Alah mak ni... Skarang mane2 diorang ble bom..."

That was how I replied to mom when I told her abt our honeymoon plans. I still cant believe what I had read in the papers today - Bali Bleeds Again...

As I was reading the news report, memories of being there came back to my mind of how much fun we had when we visited the place. I even thought of going back there again bcos there were still so many places that we havent been to. And now this has to happen...

I reli dont understand what is the whole motive of blowing up such a beautiful place and hurting so many innocent victims!!! What kind of satisfaction these people get out from doing this??!!!! And the sad thing, they will claim that its all for the sake of Islam!!!! Islam doesnt teach to hurt innocent people does it? Certainly not!

Its very sad that to think it was on the path of recovery from what happened 3 years ago but now history repeats itself..

Why?? Why??

Sadly even I dont have the answer to that. :(

Payback

2005-09-27T23:13:00.000+08:00

Yahooo!!!!! I have just completed the need 8 topics for the e-learning course. So now I nak bayar niat dulu before I take on my next tasks.

Bayar niat ape? Tido lah!!!!

Smlm tahan mata sampai kul 4.30AM beb!!! I was so sleepy at wk that I actually dozed off at my desk... Hehehehe... nasib baik tak kena caught red handed tau. :P

Off to dreamland now... Nitez peeps!

Kejap ye....

2005-09-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

Phew! Just completed 4 out of 8 topics that I need to complete for my online course. But the thing is I need to complete all 8 topics by this Tuesday!!!! Arghhh!!!!! *stressed out*

So for now, I'm unable to take up the tasks I have been given by her & her. Nanti on Wednesday baru I buat ok? :)

Two weeks ago...

2005-09-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

Abang & I got married!!! Hehehe.....

Updating live from wk lagi.. Actually keje berbukit-bukit, but now tengah mood malas dar.. :P

Before I start my long entry, I would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to my parents, siblings, my grandma, my aunties, uncles, cuzzins, my anak2 sedara, my neighbours, and everyone who was involved with the wedding. Thank you so much for all of the help and the gotong-royong spirit!

Alhamdulillah everything went well despite the super duper heavy rain and that until now I still cant imagine how the front tent collapse during the rain.. Nasib baik no one was drenched and the food was spared.. The only thing that I saw while on my way to the void deck was my sedara mara sibuk2 trying to fix it ASAP.

I can still recall how panic I become when the heavy rain came down. I was really hoping and wishing that it would stop by the time Abang's rombongan came. Lagi panic when my sis told me abt the tent that gave way due to heavy rain. What I worried most was how Abang was going to fetch me. The original "dry and tak hujan" plan was that his rombongan will come by the main carpark and ber-rarak to Blk 291D. We didn't think abt "what if it rains" plan at all. Another thing was that between the carpark & the blk, there was no shelter!!!

Mcm nak nangis pun ade tau thinking abt it. Calls were made back and forth and after that I got lost in between cos I was busy getting ready. I was reli glad that my sis helped me to settled the issue and now the next thing in my mind was how am I going to that blk without getting drenched.

Nasib baik by the time we came down, the rain had mellowed down and I managed to go the shorter route with my abang sedara holding the umbrella for me.. Nasib baik kainku memang singkat.. It helps a lot tau while walking in the rain! Hehehehe..

It was great to see so many familiar faces of my friends from primary, secondary, polymates, online buddies, forummers, B2B babes & keliqs. Thank you for coming and sharing the joyous occasion with us. I'm so sorry that we didn't manage to see some of you who came afterwards and those who had waited for us to come back from Abang's place.

Since I was wearing the sanggul lintang, Kak Zana (my makeup artist) had to re-do my hair style from scratch and that was why most of Abang's friends and keliqs didn't manage to see us in the ber-tandang outfit when we were at his place. On his behalf, we were sorry that you guys had to wait for so long and had to rush while taking the photos.. We didn't even have time to eat at his place tau! This was because we had to rush back to my place cos my sis called to
say that some of my friends were still waiting for us to come back!

By the time we reached back my place was already 5.45pm. Took a few more photos on the dais before heading back to the house to change. Pheww!!!! Penat tau!!!!

Thinking back of what happened during 4 Sept 05, I was glad that despite a few hiccups along the way, everything else went smoothly. Finally after 7 years of dreaming, my dreams came true and that now I'm officially hitched to my man!

The wedding photos are still not ready yet and as for the studio shots, we are going to chose the photos tomorrow! Cant wait for that!

So what other pix that I can share with you guys? I don't want to tell you?.
Click here to find out!!

Back to Work

2005-09-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

-Live updating from work-

Thank you to all for the well wishes and thank you to those who braved the heavy
rain to attend our joyous occassion.
Alhamdullillah, everything went well and I apologise that I wasnt able to meet
some of you who came after I left for the groom's side.

Lunch time is over now. I promise to update again soon.. This time with
pictures.. Insyaallah..

Take care!!!

Counting Down

2005-08-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

8 days left??
*gulp*
I have butterflies in my stomach....

The reality is....

2005-08-18T01:33:00.000+08:00

Wedding preps are never easy... I have always thought that planning & preparing for our big day will be a breeze for me but boy am I wrong...

Nothing much can be done on weekdays as I'm pretty much busy at wk, trying to clear my stuff and at the same time, sneaking out of the office to personally hand deliver the wedding invites to the other depts.. After been to a few depts, I have already memorised my "invitation speech!"

Me: Hello Abc! This is a little invitation frm me (hands Abc the card)
Abc: Oooohhhh!!!! Wat is this?? U getting married is it??!!!
Me: Nods with a smile
Abc: Ohhhh congratulations!!!! (shakes hand with me) When is it ah?? (while opening the envelope)
Me: Its on 4 Sept.. If you're not busy, do come down to my place for lunch lah...
Abc: Can can... I will try and make it.
Me: Oh yah.. Do come before 2pm ah.. I'll be leaving for the groom's side at abt 2pm
Abc: Ohh like that ah?? Can can..
Me: Smiling away.. Ok lah... I hope to see you ah.. Bye!

The above is the so called standard conversation that I will have with most of them.. There are some who ask how long we have been together, where are we going for our honeymoon, when I'm starting my leave.. I guess these are the basic qn lah ye... Kalau I nak dapat wedding invites frm a keliq, I pun dua kali lima lah!!! Hehehe.. There was this one auntie whom I invited and she asked me where I'm going for my honeymoon and when I gave her the answer, she replied " Wahhhh!!! so lo-mantic ah!!! " I wanted to laugh on the spot but I managed to keep my cool... Auntie auntie... U certainly made my day :D

As for the weekends, my calender is already jam packed with activities and sleeping in till 11AM is not even one of them!!! Kalau beauty sleep tak cukup, camane nak stay beautiful for my big day kan? *kuang kuang kuuuaaaaang~* Hehehehe....

I thought that I wanted to sleep early tonite.. Time check is 1.33AM and I'm still wide awake.. My dark rings are getting darker and I promised to force myself to sleep early by next wk. Hope I'll be able to do that...Kalau tak nanti korang nampak panda-look-alike duk kat pelamin. Tak glam langsung!!!

But kan...very the hard to sleep early lah especially if noone is hogging the PC tau..Hehehe..we'll see how lah ye? *evil grin*

Blk 55

2005-08-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

The past 2 weekends, I've been busy ferrying my mom around to distribute the wedding invites. A big thanks to my sis who gladly followed us so that she could direct me around with the help of Singapore street directory. Ni pun with the map around, we STILL got lost.. Especially if I miss the right turn by going left instead.. I know.. At this "tuek" age pun I'm still confused with "Kiri" & "Kanan" :P

Alhamdullillah, even so, we managed to get to tempat "jin ber-tendang" like Hougang, Sengkang, Punggol, Pasir Ris and all those places that are not categories under the WEST area.. No offence to you peeps who live there, but you too would classify Bukit Batok as tempat "jin ber-tendang" too rite? Hehehe.. But den again, we did got lost in Choa Chu Kang.. Pfftt!!

Anyways, we dropped by Tanglin Halt to pass the wedding invites to an old neighbour of ours. Goodness, the placed has changed alot!! From the upgraded flats to the new flats being built in the area where a school used to be. Even my mom was surprised of the changed... Yelah.. dah brape zaman tak pegi that area, eversince my aunt pindah to Jurong West.

Going there, brought back so much memories of my childhood.

We lived in blk 55 where right behind us lies the railway tracks. I can still remember running to the kitchen window everytime I hear a train passing by.. And I love to accompany my uncle to his kebun cos that means I have a closer view when the trains when they pass. Hehehe..

Another thing that I love to do while I'm there is to ride my bicycle in the park nearby. There is where I will speed up and lose control of my bike when making a turn.. Nak try buat corner baring lah but often tak menjadi resulting in a big gash on my knees and elbows.. Dah brape kali jatuh pun tak serik2.. Plus I like to play at the plaground there... Ade swing, sorot2, see-saw, and this big metal spherical shape thing that we can climb on the bars and just hang on.. But I dare not climb to the top... Takut jatuh lah.. At most climb a few bars and bertenggek kat situ for a while.

Other than that, I still remember that a few blocks away, there used to be this lady who sells kuih2 from her house. She lives on the 1st floor and her kitchen gate is always open with all the freshly fried goreng pisang, epok2,kuih keria and sorts nicely placed on the dulang for sale. My favourites will be goreng pisang and kuih keria. :D

A few blocks dwn also have this apek who sells snacks from his bedroom window!!! Serious!!! He also lived on the 1st floor and what we do is just knocked on his window when we want to buy snacks like kaka and that cikidees.. If I'm not wrong, it only cost dua pocen for one packet!!! mane lagi nak dapat skrang??

While waiting for my mom, my sis & I talk abt all these and that's when I realised that I missed my childhood. Where there were no worries in the world and all I can do is play freely with my friends. Eventhough we have moved, I will still sleep over at my uncles place during the school holidays.. Maybe partly bcos, this means no supervision from my parents and I can just go out and play all day!!! Hehehe...

While penning this down, suddenly it dawn to me that 24 years have passed and soon i'm gonna embark on a new journey with the man I'm madly in love with for the past 7 years. GOSH!!

I'm feeling the slight jitters oready as I feel I'm ready to end my singledome status but at the same time, I'm scared that I'm not able to cope with the new responsibilities. Do all bride to be feel like this? *worried* I hope this feeling goes away soon.

I'll be away for the time being but fret not, I would try and blog if time permits. :) Tata for now!

I feel like chicken tonite....

2005-08-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

The B2B ladies had another meetup at Amirah's grill last Friday and it was a blast!! The lovely Charm & Tya brought their wedding videos along and my goodness!!! The videos were great! I was always sceptical of wedding videos cos to me, they tend to be long winded and boring. But I was proven wrong. The zaman sekarang wedding videos are very interesting, capturing only the important details of the wedding and this is what I like. Unfortunately, we are not engaging any videographer so I'm just relying on the cameraman to capture the moments of our big day.

I had no idea that other than meeting up to view the wedding videos, these ladies had something planned up their sleeves or as the malay saying goes,"ade udang di sebalik mee"

They had actually organised a hen party for me! The blur me (as usual) was "tricked" to accompany Charm to the ladies while the rest of them prepared the surprise. And was I surprised!!! I was practically speechless and laughing my head off while they bestowed me with my party hat!! Hehehehe...

I reli had fun and once again thanks to the B2b ladies for the great outing! I reli adore the card and the prezzies and would certainly use it once I get the license to do so! *wink*

For more pix, click here. (Credit goes to Ernie for the photos. My camera relax one corner while I kena saboh) :D

Blogger Dome

2005-08-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Decide to delete the previous entry cos it looked plain ugly in my pretty blog. :)

Just finish reading online newpaper.. Yes, its yesterday's news but hard copy newpaper mahal lah... That tujuh puluh cent I rather spent in on chicken pau for my tea break! Masuk perut kenyang pun!! :P

Actually I was abt to comment on the recent article abt another blogger whom got herself noticed with the help of some sensual pix of herself but I decided not to. Siapalah aku to judge or comment on them. I'm a blogger myself and like I mentioned under disclaimer, my blog, my pasal lah!!! I blog as a please and if you dont like them, not my problem. I guess I should apply the same for her or to be precise, the whole bloggerdome! Its just plain simple form of respect lah...

Its easy to say thank-yous for the compliments you received or just post back replies in your blog but I dont think the same applies if its the opposite. Worst still if someone who left that "unpleasant" remarks seems to know you personally and airing all your dirty laundry for all to read. Scary!!!! Jauhkan lah such things from happening here.

To sum it up
Blog+Blogger+sensual/nude pix of ownself=instant celebrity

Me=instant celebrity??

Takmo lah!!! Korang nanti tak leh tido kalau I buat gitu... U all will get nightmares for the rest of your lives!!! Muahahahahaha!!!!!

I action ajer... Gila nak buat kerja mcm gitu?? Kena plangkong/smackdown dengan my parents & Abang tak balik modal langsung!

Speaking abt modal, I just caught the 1st episode of America's Next Top Models(ANTM). At least this is better TV prog den Manhunt... I only watched one episode and I laffing my head off cos I never knew that guys can also be plain mean bitches!!! Hahahaha.. And I cant stand them parading in their speedos.. EEeeeeuuuwwwwww!!!!!!

Is it a plot that in this season pun ade this girl that has this f#$%ed up attitude that mcm nak kena sepak/terajang ajer but still can maintain the spot and another girl yg kena eliminated?

Agaknyer so that people like me will still tune in to watch whether she will work on her attitude or just remain the same and EVENTUALLY be eliminated? Entah lah ye?? We'll just have to wait and see.. Since CSI Miami pun dah in Wed 10pm slot, I got chance to catch ANTM!! :)

Goodness Gracious Me!!

2005-07-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

*blows dust off bloggy*

I guess I left this site a tad too long.. Asyik syiok update kat multiply ajer. Hehehe..

Goodness!!!! I'm only left with 36 days????!!!!!! Time flies reli fast you know! I'm now left with only 36 days and I'm already not in the mood to work. You can imagine how things are at work when the number of days left falls to a single digit?? Lagi malas lah nampak nyer!!! Hahahaha!!!

I just came back to visit Zarina at her new abode with Fifi. She and her hubby got into an accident and they just recently got back to Spore.. They have been recuperating well and hope you guys get well soon!!!! It has been ages eversince the 3 of us got together and certainly I had fun time with them! We chatted so much that it was nearly midnight that we forced ourselves to go home. Kalau tak, sampai besok pagi petpotpetpot pun tak abis..

We left before it strikes 12 (dah mcm cinderella plak) to avoid midnite charge. However, this back dated me didnt realise that Comfort cab has recently implement this new extra charges even b4 midnight. I realise this only when I dah sampai umah.. But still oklah.. Rather than kena bayar 50%!

I'm going to be super duper bz the next one month. The cards pun dah siap so we are heading to JB to collect them this Saturday. And also to hantar my newly bought kain to the tailor. Hehehe... We headed to Arab St last week to buy the bedroom decor materials and I end up falling in love with grey/white outfit. Takut that nanti malam takleh tido kan, I beli lah... The reason: Untuk Hari Raya... Hehehehe...

My mom already told me that she dah nak start handing out the cards to our relatives this Sunday so I guess I wont have enuff rest this wkend den... But its ok.. Its all for a gd cause kan? :P

Gosh!! I cant wait to see the printed cards. Cant believe that my big day is coming soon!!! Yipeee!!!!! :D

BRB

2005-07-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

Be Right Back

For now, let the pictures do the blogging. :)

Gosh!!

2005-07-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

I was on haf day on Tues as I had a mission with Abang. We headed down to JB with his mom & mine and my mom's fren to order the wedding cards. I wish I could do that earlier but couldnt as we could only book the void deck 2 mths prior to the date. Abang had his book way much earlier as his town council accepted booking 6 mths prior!!! Ambik kau!!

The boring part is that I cant have the function under my place cos there isnt much space to wk with. The tukang masak pun had already came dwn to have a look and advised that we do it the next blk. This would be slightly inconvenient but what to do?? My area dont even have a funtion hall tau! I think they forgot abt it when they were designing the surroundings. Street soccer & badminton court diorang ingat... Function hall diorang lupa... Pfft!!!

The trip was a smooth one as there was not much traffic as compared to wkends. We headed off to Komtar and decided to look at one shop. We finally settled for the design after browsing thru their collection. Need to wait for abt 2 wks before they can produce a sample for us to confirm before they start to print our order.

Now I cant decide whether to have the copy faxed over or go there personally to view it. It would be much simpler to tell them the needed amentments in person. We'll see how lah when the time comes. My calender is jam packed for this mth as there is a wedding invitation, sec sch anniversary dinner, dinner with my poly mates, B2B gathering & a meetup with my bestfriend!!! Woww!!! I reli hope all goes as schedule as these are gatherings with my pri,sec,poly and internet friends!!! All in one mth!!!

This is sooooo exciting!!!! So much things to catch up on!! Gossips especially!! Hehehe...

But for now.. I need to catch on my beauty sleep.. These dark rings have to go!!!

A short note

2005-07-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

Phew!! Finally the weekend is here and I can sit down in frnt of my PC to type this down. Sorry for not updating it as much as I want to. There would certainly be updates IF I could update frm my wkplclah... IF ajer..

But when I do feel like blogging dwn something and blogspot is beyond my reach, feel free visit my multiply journal instead.

Anyway, I just reached home and there is so much things to "talk" abt here but that would have to wait. Because......

I have to get ready now cos I have a date with Abang tonite!

Yipee!!!!

Be back later.. ;P

Next step

2005-06-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

From past experiences, I have learnt not to talk about any good news until they have been verified & confirmed. This is becos SOMEHOW whenever I do, the good news immediately detects that I yapping abt it 24/7 and decided to make a drastic U-turn. In short, tak menjadi lah. You get my drift? Has that ever happen to you?

And recently another good news decided to make that U-turn and bcos of that Abang & I have to pick another honeymoon destination. See?? I didnt even state in this blog the exact place and this have to happen. Ape dar!!! "Good news" pun baca my blog ke?? Hehehehe..

Anyways, I'm ok abt the slight change cos we received another piece of good news in return. Infact this one is far, far much more better!!!!!

Alhamdulillah, on 23/06/2005, we have officially selected our house!!!! A place to call our own.. Its all happening so fast that till now, I still cant believe it!!

It all started early this month. We decided on the location and told our housing agent our few criterias. We viewed a few houses before deciding that this particular house is just perfect for us. What I didnt expect was that the process would be so tiring!!! Just on the verge of giving up, we went to view the last house for the day and immediately after viewing it, both of us felt that this is the ONE. This is what I called "save the best for last!"

We have already signed the option documents and paid the deposit to the owner, so right now, our agent is gonna settle the necessary paperwork with HDB and wait for our 1st appt letter.

Hence another big step has been taken for the both of us before we set sail on another wonderful journey in 70 days' time.

Gosh....I'm so excited!!!!!!!

Go To....

2005-06-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

Its now 1.25am on a Tuesday morning. I'm supposed to be in bed right now cos in a few more hours I have to be up and get ready for my 2 days course. Work is still piling but since I inform them last minute wanting to back out, they couldnt give in to my request. Sigh.. nampaknyer kalau I cant finish my wk by Friday, I definately need to come back on Saturday.

We continued our shopping today.. My stuff are complete except for his shoes. Cant seem to find one that fits him comfortably. Takpe lah Abang, we can always continue shopping next wk ye?

Great... Just great!! Tadi semangat berkobar2 nak blog.. Just pausing to think of what to type next but now my mind is blank. I hate that when that happens. I guess this is a way of how my brain is telling me "GO TO SLEEP!!" So ape lagi...

GOOD NITE!!!!!

Freak Out!!!

2005-06-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

With all the recent undue stress that I have been through, the side effect(s) of it has started to emerge.

What are they?
1) Eye bags that comes with dark circles
2) More rounded face - due to the chocolates I've been tucking in to
3) More hair loss + the fact that I need to trim my hair cos of the split ends

and the worst of all

4) PIMPLES!!!!!! ARrrgGGhhhhHHHH!!!!!!!

Yes.. Eventhough my "good" fren has come & gone, these lil pesky pimples are still visiting my lil poor combination type skin. It doesnt help either that I'm so busy at wk that I done even have time to blot!! Now that I have mentioned blotting, must remind myself to get a new pack. My existing pack cuma tinggal 2-3 pcs.

Anyways, I have one red pimple that was self induced by none other than my itchy fingers while trying to revise for my exams. How did it happen?

Somehow, while revising, I managed to find a small mirror in my bag and hence took a small break to inspect my face. Dah nampak one pimple yg tak menjadi.. Ape lagi.. These itchy fingers of mine couldnt help but to pick on it. Fastforward the story, the spot became inflamed and red.

Bagus... so the bagus.. Came to wk on Monday and my boss went "wah!!! Big pimple ah?" I just smiled and said "ya lor.. too much stress.."

Like duh~ Even I could see my nasty pimple without using a mirror!!

Anyways, just inspected my face and there are 3 more on the way!!! Yg satu ni betul2 in the middle of my eyebrows!!!! Uwah!!!!! Hope these 3 would just terbantut and dry off. I dah cleanse my face & dap loads of pimple cream to dry them off!!!

*Die you blasted pimples!!! DIE!!!! MuUaAHaahaahahaaaa!!!!*

Crap!!

2005-06-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Not in the mood to celebrate to mark the end of my exams though. Just came back to work and so many things JUST had to happen today.

Everything was smooth sailing and everything was going better than planned. Eventhough exams were around the corner at that time, I couldnt care less cos nothing could dampen my good mood. I was on cloud nine!!

Needless to say, I could forsee that I'll be retaking the exams again cos most of the time during the 3 hour paper, I was staring blankly at the qn paper and nothing came in my brain that was related to the answers they were asking for. But even after the exams, I was still feeling ok cos I expected it anyway. Ape ke tidak.. Instead of heading home to continue my revision after attending her beautiful wedding reception, I chose to spend time with Abang to catch Mr & Mrs Smith? Tell me how to pass like that? Hehehehe.. I didnt regret the decision though cos Angelina Jolie is one HOT babe!!! Angelina & Brad look so good together! :-)

Anyways, back to my crappy day, I just wanna get over it and just hope for the best.

Oh shit!!! Another crappy thing just happened. I missed watching CSI again!!!!! *Uwahhh!!!!!!!*

On Leave

2005-06-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

I'm at home right now. Took half day with the purpose to study but till now I've yet to touch on any topic.

The weather is so hot that lagi takde mood nak study. My exams is on this Tuesday & I reli cant wait to get it over and done with.

Blog again once my exams are done!!

Tata!!

Must I?

2005-06-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

In less than 2 weeks, it's time again for me to sit for my exams.*Groan*
So far I've not yet started on anything and right now my mind is reli not in the mood to study. *Double groan*

Actually my mind is reli in the mood to paint the town red and enjoy the GSS!!

But...

That would definately have to wait after 14 June is over.. Takperlah.. Sabar ajerlah.. Just need to persevere and do my best aye?

Planning again

2005-05-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

Yipee!!!! We have decided where to head to for our honeymoon!!! But shall not reveal it now incase last minute that menjadi.. Hehehehe.. Anyways, now comes the headache. Neither one of us has ever planned our own holidays before and now I dont know where to start.

Check some websites and makin buat research, makin pening I become. There are so many options like we can book thru agencies or do own own airfare & accomodation bookings. We wanna go free & easy, but that kind of research can come in later once the impt stuff are settled.

From what I gather, there are 2 sides of the coin. The easy way out would just go to any reputable holiday agency and let them settle the neccessary stuff and all we have to do is fork out the moolahs. But another thing is that it might be slightly expensive as compared to us sourcing around for own airfare & accom. But that certainly would need alot of extensive research to be done. So how now? Any suggestions?

Sigh.. kalau ni tak menjadi.. Nampak2 we just honeymoon kat Sentosa ajerlah!!! :P

Starkarat

2005-05-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

The long three days holiday was busy busy busy for me. My family had a small function on Saturday and I had relatives coming all the way frm Batam for this small occasion. The house was packed with close relatives and by the time I hit bed was abt 2am in the morning.

The next day was supposed to attend her wedding and being the usual me, I was taking my own sweet time to get ready and before that I had to send my relatives back to Harbourfront. By the time, I reached the lunch recept, she had already left for the groom's place. Nonetheless. met up with B2B ladies and not to mentioned the dear bloggers, those I've already known & for some, it was a 1st time intro!! It was a pleasure meeting you guys!

I would like to personally thank Mahd & Hus for bestowing me with a new nick- Ayu starkarat. Cos why? I was also late for Hus's wedding dinner couple of months ago. Hehehe.. Hence for the next wedding recept that I'm going too, I will TRY to come early. Kalau bole, sebelum subuh akan ku sampai! ;-D

As for today, we went to JB to source for the wedding stuff and I managed to get some of the barang hantaran for him. Next thing on the agenda would be to wait for the GSS to buy the rest of the stuff. After that we had lunch and that's when he caught me staring at him. He asked me why and I just smiled and replied "nothing lah.."

I still cant believe that our dreams are finally coming true. Its still feels surreal to me but I know that I'm not dreaming. Even if I am, I dont EVER want to wake up from this wonderful dream. For now,I'm just counting down the months, weeks,days, hours, minutes and seconds before the day!!! :)

I Spy with My Eye

2005-05-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

After work today, I had dinner with mom and we headed to Tanjong Katong Complex to search for some stuff that she needed. While shopping thru, we came across this shop..I cant quite remember the name but all I remember was its situated at the 1st level.

I stopped on my tracks while walking by that shop cos something caught my eye. This lovely cream baju kebaya with 3 silver keronsang and came with matching white selendang. Lovely.. Just lovely.. Immediately I told mom to stop and have a looksy looksy at this shop.

By the looks of it, I knew that it doesnt come cheap and fair enough, after looking at the tag, it would cost me $380!!(keronsang & selendang not included!!) I did asked how much it would be for a couple set and the nice lady told me that both of it would cost roughly below $500. My heart was beating roughly fast at that point of time too. My heart already fall in love with the outfit and even mom approved my taste. This rarely happens cos most of the things that she shows me is always obit to me.. Hehehehe..

Once I got back home, I gave Abang a call to tell him abt this and he says its ok with him if I wanted to get it but we would discuss it again later when he comes back frm wk. Yelah.. not small sum of money u know.. Nak kawinnyer pasal must think dua, tiga, empat kali tau..

But then again, what my heart wants, usually my heart gets!! Hehehehehe..

Big Mess!!

2005-05-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

Its in a mess! No no.. I'm not talking abt my room. Yeah yeah yeah.. I know that usually the mother of all messyness is my room but now it has spread to the entire house!!!

Since my dad is back for his leave, he has not been getting any rest at all. Instead a list of chores were waiting for him as since he's here only for the next 30 days, all of the neccessary stuff need to be done. One of it was to register at ROMM and that has been done. :)

Next on the agenda is to paint the house. I've been living here for abt 8 years plus and so far we have yet to change the colour of these lily white walls. Since my dad is the only one who knows how to paint the house, the job is his.

And this is where it gets messy. It would definately be a lot lot easier if there was NOTHING in this house but unfortunately our house is packed mcm rumah karang guni. So for the past 2 days, our house dah macam tongkang pecah with everything not in its original place and its creating a big headache to my mom who likes things to be in order. But what to do.. Nak rumah cantik kan during the wedding kan?? Kena lah bersabar.. Ni semua C-O-B-A-A-N....

I want to help but there nothing much I can do now except to wait till everything is done and then I concentrate on spring cleaning my room. There's a lot of junk that needs to be thrown out. At times, while filtering the things I need and dont, I tend to keep those unwanted stuff again cos why?? Sayang nak buang.. Bole kasi orang... But biler nak kasi orang, sayang lah nak kasi.. I think I can use it.. Yeah right!!! In the end, it will be kept in my cupboard AGAIN & continue collecting dust for the next few years!!

No no no... This wont do. I reli have to pick up the courage not to be a karang guni lady.. Tak pakai pun simpan khazanah2 lama ni.. Hopefully by the time I need to spring clean, I can find that sort of courage. But for now, its oready past my bed time and I need to catch some beauty rest..

Eh wait.... where are my pillows??!! *rummage thru rumah tongkang pecah*

Roses

2005-05-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

Received this email frm Abang. Gave me goosebumps while reading it.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Each year he sent her roses,
and the note would always say,
I love you even more this year,
than last year on this day.
My love for you will always grow,
with every passing year."

She knew this was the last time
that the roses would appear.
She thought, he ordered roses
in advance before this day.
Her loving husband did not know,
that he would pass away.

He always liked to do things early,
way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy,
everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and
placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside
the portrait of his smiling face.

She would sit for hours,
In her husband's favorite chair.
While staring at his picture,
and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was
to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude,
that had become her fate.

Then, the very hour,
The doorbell rang, and there
were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in,
and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone,
to call the florist shop.

The owner answered, and she asked him,
if he would explain, Why would someone would
do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away,
more than a year ago,"
The owner said,
"I knew you'd call, and you would want to know.
The flowers you received today,
were paid for in advance.
Your husband always planned ahead,
he left nothing to chance.
There is a standing order,
that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance,
you'll get them every year.

There also is another thing,
that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years ago.
Then, should ever I find out that he's no longer here, that's the card that
should be sent to you
the following year."

She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking,
as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence,
this is what he wrote...

"Hello my love, I know it's been a year
since I've been gone.
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.
I know it must be lonely,
and the pain is very real.

Or if it was the other way,
I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything
so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say,
you were the perfect wife.
You were my friend and lover,
you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year,
but please try not to grieve.

I want you to be happy,
even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.
When you get these roses,
think of all the happiness that we had together,
and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and
I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on,
you have some living still.

Please...try to find happiness,
while living out your days.
I know it is not easy,
but I hope you find some ways.

The roses will come every year,
and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered,
when the florist stops to knock.
He will come five times that day,
in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit,
he will know without a doubt!
To take the roses to the place,
where I've instructed him
and place the roses where we are,
together once again.

Sometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

Great!

2005-05-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

Just got back and I havnt even hit the shower yet. Cos by the time I do that, the next thing would be to chop passport to dreamland.

This next entry is very the important. So important that I was itchy to update but just too bad that my co already banned the blogger website.

Yesterday, I had my 1st B2B babes gathering!!! I had the pleasure to meet Tya, Charm, Juls,Murni & Suzie. Had a wonderful dinner and we headed to kopibean to relax2 and what do you know.. Meet another 2 B2B ladies!! Ernie & Nani!!! Ni semua dah takdir dikatakan.. Hehehe..

And once minah2 kawin dah gathering ape lagi to talk abt but kawin2 stuff lah!!So the kecoh and sampai kena "halau" by the kopibean staff cos they were closing at 10pm!!! Nasib baik si Charm pandai bargain to give us another more 10mins! Hahaha!! Nvr in my life I have been asked to leave cos the place was closing for the day!! :)

Seriously, I reli had a great time and couldnt wait to see these ladies on the next upcoming event ~ Tya's "graduation"!!!! ;P

Before I go, here's some of the kodak moments tat I managed to capture.

YaAwWnNNnnn!!!! Dreamland here I come!!

Bye Bye

2005-05-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! I managed to find something that I like!!!

Shuffle here, Shuffle there..

Cut here, paste there..

Reduce, Reuse & Recyle!

And....

Voila!!!

A new layout!!!

Bye bye white teddies and hello pink roses!!!

Interview with....

2005-05-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Actually I was in the mood to change my layout.. Getting sick of looking that the 2 white wedding bears but somehow couldn't find another better pix to replace it. So for now I have to live with it.

So relieved that last Saturday we managed to go to ROMM to register and book the kadi for our big day. Alhamdulillah the interview part wasn't so bad. Very simple qns were ask like verifying my name, who's my wali, whether I've been engaged before and before I know it, kena angkat sumpah and tat was abt it! Done!! Yeah!!!!

But the boring/malas part was that I had to go for my class at 2pm and that lasted till 9.30pm. At that point of time, macam nak balik naik taxi ajer.. Pakal tengah pokai so I had to endure the MRT ride from Aljunied to Jurong and got off at Bukit Batok station. By the time I reach home, the only thing I wanted to do was to head to dreamland.

I've been slacking at wk the past 2 days. No mood to wk and since my supervisor was on haf day leave yesterday & today, I slacked even more!! Keep surfing the net, mostly bloghopping and within 2 or 3 mins I log out 2 start back doing my wk.. Den tak sampai 30 mins, I do it again. Hehehehe...

Tats all for now.. Gonna continue my quest to change my layout.. Tata!!

Knock yourself out!!

2005-05-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

Total apologise for the sudden outburst in my previous entry. I'm here to announced that my supervisor had managed to salvage the situation and hence saving my lil tush. However we have not won the battle yet as the pesky lil auditor is still doing her checkings.

Check lah sepuas hati kau.. You can have all the invoices to yourselves.. asalkan you dont come and bother me with your questionaires again.

Just came back from late dinner with my parents at Al'Azhar kat Bukit Timah. Since I already had dinner when I reached home, all I could think of ordering was this

Prata Ice-cream(chocolate/vanilla/strawberry)

Actually I just had my 1st bite before I took the photo.. To yummy to resist!!Hehehehe.. I take this sinful indulgence as a form of rewarding myself for the stress/shit I've been through the past 1 week..

But ah.. These rewards tak ble slalu.. Skali skala ajer!!! Nanti kalau baju pengantin tak muat, siapa yg susah?

Akuuuuuuu jugak!!!! ;P

Seeing Red

2005-05-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

This auditor is making me go nuts!!!!!
Asking me so many questions sampai I'm getting all stressed up!!!!
And now they have zoomed into something that even my supervisor cant answer them. This makes me feel so guilty cos I'm the one who's taking care of those accounts and now my poor supervisor has to think of a way to answer them just to cover my a**!!
Arghhh!!!!!!

Choco Fest

2005-05-01T10:32:00.000+08:00

Since it was a Sunday, I had plan to sleep in to get my deserved beauty rest but somehow my plans were ruin by none other than myself. I accidentally woke up at abt 9am and thought I could sleep a little bit more for another 2 more hours.

Toss and turn for a couple of mins but my eyes were wide awake. What the heck! Might as well I wake up lah! So here I am on the net and typing away. Cant watch TV cos my brother dah conquer watching cartoon netwerk.

My dad just came home yesterday for his 1 month holiday here. I had to go for my class so didnt get the chance to pick him up from the airport. The funny thing was that he already touched down in Spore but my mom and siblings blum sampai airport! They were still on their way. Ape dah.. Sepatutnyer they were the ones who have to wait for my dad, ni the reverse had happen. I pun at fault cos I didnt log in to double check his flight arrival time.

By the time I reached home, I could see my favourite goodies that he brought back. Chocolates!!!!! The place where my dad is working, supplies chocolates treats to their workers & since my dad doesnt fancy chocolates, he keeps his share and accumulates it for 3 months! The results: his dear kids get to eats 100 plus chocolates bars! Hehehe! On a serious note, I better keep away frm my chocolate fest for the time being, nak jaga badanlah.

But than again, 1 or 2 or 3 bars wouldnt hurt right? ;P

Will I?

2005-04-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

I was on my way home when I chanced upon this malay couple who seemed to be in their late thirties. What made me noticed them was that the wife was munching on roasted chestnuts while talking to the hubby. That's perfectly normal right? Anyway I was hungry at that time so the first sight was to gazed upon those hot nuts. Hehehe...

I soon boarded my bus and coincidentally sat infront of them. At this point, my mind started to wonder and my ears were slightly paying attention to their one sided conversation. Not my fault k? The woman's voice was audible.. or either that I have super bionic hearing.

Why I say one sided? From the time I noticed them till they alighted a few stops before mine, all I could hear was that woman's voice. Not even a squeek frm the guy.. I mean maybe he did reply to her but my assumption was that the woman was doing all the yaking and the guy doing all the listening.

It got me thinking. Would I end up like that once I'm married? I'm already the sort who petpotpetpot at him when I dont like/approve his actions. Would I became worse after we're legally hubby & wife? That thought scared me.

Ladies out there would agree that we never want to nag at the ones we love but if they have done something that requires us to point it out or just highlight it to them, our words & tone would be equivalent to "alamak, mataairku/tunangku/biniku petpotpetpot lagiiii...."

But whenever the reversal happens. "takde lah... I bukan nak marahkan u..I kan ur guy/tunang/hubby u.. U tahukan biler I tegurkan u maknanyer I sayang kat u kan??"

Hmmm.. Doesn't that sounds too familiar.

I'm not a feminist that wants 100% autonomy. I still prefer my guy pampering me like a little princess. Letting me have the first bite of the ice cream, holding the door for me, protecting me while we try to squeeze our way to Ngee Ann Plaza through the madpacked Wisma Atria linkway and the list goes on.

So far, from what I realise, he always switches off when I nag at him. And as for me, I only realise that I'm actually nagging when I see no response from him. That's where I take the hint. So for now, my solution is that when I'm angry, I would just shut up and buat bodoh ajer. The irritating thing is that he knows he had made me mad but still purposely ask me "Did I do something wrong?" with his innocent look. As usual I would just shake my head in disagreement. Kirakan action merajuk lah ni but slalu tak pakai punyer.. He's resistant to me being merajuk. Chett!! Buang karen betul!

But once I cool down, I will say it out to him and inform him what I dont like or just tell him that I'm mad at him and often he knows that I am. Somehow he can read my mind like an open book whereas I'm lost in his complicated mind.

I guess I just shot off like a loose canon when I'm mad. And most of the time, the mouth speaks out faster than the mind could actually process and often land me in hot soup. Very the hot soup..

I'm trying not to do that anymore but as they say "leopard never change its spots" But than again, I'm not a spotted leapord that escaped from the Mandai zoo right? Spotted with panau pernahlah but hey that was ages ago!!! Zaman primary school.. Enuff of that for now.. I'll keep tat story for another day.

Another thought that I pondered upon..

What do you call Roasted Chestnuts when directly translated to Malay? :P

Got time?

2005-04-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

I know I've been sort of in the pemalas mood to update my blog.. Its reli been bz at wk for me.. This time round to prepare for the auditors to come by & check the accounts.

No offence to any auditors/ potential auditors out there but I kinda irritate by them cos they would keep bothering me when I'm trying to do my wk. Asyik kacau aje, biler my wk nak game?

Enuff of wk cos I'm gonna face another stack of invoices tomorrow.. :(

On a happier note. I had a fabulous weekend!!!! Ape ke tidak.. Meet Abang two days in a row!!

Yesterday went out for his birthday celebration and today, a trip to JB with my family.

Now I'm already in the sleeping mode eventhough I had coffee in the evening. Now caffine has no effect on me.. Damn! How am I supposed to stay awake during my exam period? Never mind.. Think abt that when the time comes. For now, I'm gonna log off and lights off!!

Dream land, here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Block

2005-04-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

Block in my head. That's what I have now.

I hate it when I have the time and energy to log on to the net and I have nothing to update.

Reli I hate it when it happens. For example now.

I'm actually writing purely nonsense regarding my writer's block so that my entry will long enuff to be meet my requirement of an entry.

Understand what I'm saying? Nope? Same here.. I dont understand myself either.

So before I mengarut further, I better stop here. Furthermore I've typed more than 100 words with 7 paragraphs and this would certainly look presentable in my blog.

Pffttt.. No wonder I prefer Maths to English

About A Guy

2005-04-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

She wasnt in the mood for love cos she began to realise that there is no such thing as true love. After a few failed relationships, she was tired of taking that risk of finding the one. All she wanted to do is wait for her O level results and move on..

She got a job as a temp staff at IRAS thanks to her cuz who was working there. Luckily, 2 of her gd friends manage to get the same job as her. It was her 1st job as a young teenager and it was especially sweet when payday came. She made a few friends there as most of the temp staff werking there are about her age.

Within a few wks, into the job, another batch of new recruits came on board. It was fine but somehow there was this guy that she didnt like in particular. He always gets himself into trouble. She didnt like that sort of troublemaker. Somehow, she received news that this guy liked her gdfriend and she joined in the fun to tease her friend abt it.

One day, her keliqs and her decided to go out for a bowling session. She had fun and whilst going back home, she purposely asked for their contact nos. The reason was she wanted to get to know this other guy whom she had a crush on. So to avoid any suspicion, she asked for all contact numbers!!

The next day, she got to know that the rebel guy was sick. So being the typical matchmaker that she thot she was, she called him to ask how he was and tried to get him to be with her friend. Her 2 gdfriends were with her that time and in the end, the conversation with that guy was passed around among them. Days passed by and she began to have one to one conversations with him. To her dismay, she found out that the story abt him liking her friend was only rumours.

One day, he left her a message on her pager. She checked it out and to her surprise it was a song frm Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply! Shocked and surprised, she quickly called her friend and her friend made her realised that that guy had feelings for her instead!! To cut the story short, they became a couple after that. Thats why people say, "Dont hate someone too much cos u might end up liking them instead!"

As of today, 7 years have since passed and in a few months' time, they will tie the knot. Till today, she still cant believe that her relationship with this guy would last this long cos it was the 1st time that love knocked on her door by surprise. They certainly didnt have a smooth journey to get to where they are now but she's grateful that for every obstacle that they overcome, their relationship became stronger and closer than ever.

Whatever lies ahead for them is anybody's guess but there's one thing for sure. All she wants to do is to spend her life with him and to grow old together. Insyaallah!!

No sense

2005-04-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

Actually I was half way typing when I realise that I wasnt making any sense so here I am typing out a new entry altogether.

The date with Abang was great!! Yes.. I did try and close my eyes while watching The Eye 10. And yes.. I did scream in fright.. But overall it was okie.. Ade jugak funny moments in the movie.. Bole katakan this is a klakar seram show! Hehehhee...

After the show ended at 4pm, Abang decided that we catch Be Cool!! Luckily there was a 4.30pm show and manage to get good seats. This is the 1st time ever that we watched 2 movies consecutively!!!

By the time it ended, I was already kembung with Ice lemon tea!! I was so hungry that I could eat a horse!!! But since horses cant be eaten, I settled for chicken.. Kat mane lagi lah kalau bukan KFC!! :)

My weekdays are as per normal. Werk are still piling up but at least I have something to look forward to unwind after a hard day's work!

Bcos on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday, I get to enjoy watching CSI on TV!!

Monday: 10pm-12pm -> CSI: Miami
Tuesday: 9pm -> CSI: NY 10pm-> CSI: LA
Wednesday: 9pm-> CSI: LA

Thats why I couldnt update my blog for the past 3 days!!! Hehehe..

Again?

2005-04-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

The past one week was reli hectic for me. Tons of werk was waiting for me each day!! It was the co's financial year end closing and I dont know why but this year's closing reli made me super duper busy!!!!

Now once next week is over, I hope everything would come back to its normal pace again.. Its not that I dont like my werk but it gets frustrated that the work pile just never seems to finish!

Ok.. Ok.. Enuff of werk.. Gonna have nightmares abt it if I go on abt it.

Just came back frm class and it seems that I couldn't keep my eyes open today despite having coffee.. Nasib baik on the way back home, managed to get a corner seat in the train so I dozed off lah!! Nasib baik tak miss my stop cos I woke up just in time! :)

Cant wait for tomorrow to come. Going out on a date with Abang!!! Yeah!!!!

Its been 2 weeks since I met him and of cos I missed him!!! Already booked 2 tix for The Eye 10 kat GV PS.. Its been quite sometime eversince I last watched a horror movie. I hope I dont keep my eyes close for the entire show though.

Talking about the movies, I was shocked to hear that starting May05, they're gonna raise the ticket prices again!!!! Extra $0.50 for weekdays and $1.00 for weekends!!!

And since we usually go on weekends, here's the breakdown:

($9.50 x 2) + $1.00(internet booking fee) = $20.00!!!!! *faints*

$20 for each time we see a movie. Kalau every week ade gd movie being release? Parah sey!!

Makin botak lah kepala my abang.. Hehehehe..

Watching movies has always been our favourite pasttime together.. So other than this, what else can we do?

Any suggestion? *wondering*

Formula

2005-03-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Tired + Stress = No mood to blog :-(

I Dont Care..

2005-03-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

I dont care what you say about me...

I reli dont..

So what if you think I am too old for my age to do this..

I punyer diri... I punyer suka lah..

Anyway its not YOUR money what. Its mine!

My own hard earn hard earned cash/money/wang/fulus/duit!!!

As long as I'm happy with it, why are you so bothered about it?

*bluuuueeekkkk!!!!*

With whom I'm upset with? And why? Dgn my sis lah.. Ape kan tidak..

She say I macam budak2 bcos of these..

I cant help it... I just find them cute..

Two more cute toys for my personal collection! *giggle*

Congrats!!!

2005-03-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

First of all, I wanna say a huge congratulations to her.

Selamat Pengantin Baru!!

My Saturday was kinda packed today. I skipped class today so that I could accompany mom, sis and my aunts to Arab street to do some kain hunting. Couldn't miss that man! I prefer shopping than class obviously. Luckily Abang agreed to follow us cos I told him we could also hunt for our baju hantaran.

Luckily, the trip wasn't wasted. We got wat we wanted. Kain for me,abang,sis,mom and my aunt. So now cuma nak kena hantar tailor ajer.

I was so pening to choose from so many colors and fabric!! Abih tanyer abang, he said up to me.. As long as I like it, he's ok with my choice. Sayang abang!!!

Well, to cut the short, by the time we sent Abang home, it was already 7pm. And that my family wanted to have dinner kat Al-Azhar plak. Nak taknak kena ikut lah. So I thot I couldn't make for her dinner recep and that i would go over on Sunday instead lah.

I had ice cream prata for dinner. There goes my diet again! Always cant control my diet when it's the weekend.. Takpe lah.. Skali skala.. Hehehe

By the time I reached home, it was 8 plus. After much thot, I decided to go for the dinner. Siap super duper fast lah! By the time I kluar was already 8.50. Gamble ajer lah... Better late den never kan?

Wat happen to me betul2 made my darah up! I was waiting for a cab and decided to walk to the main road. Finally managed to get one and told the driver:

"Uncle, b.batok east ave 3"

Dont know why but it seems that this apek taxi tak tahu where is it.. So me yg ingat me pandai, directed him and when I told him the blk, he said he will drive slowly so that we could find the carpark.

Drive slow? Aku dah lah lambat, dia nak slow plak.. Takpe.. takpe..
Manage to find the carpark and tried to follow the blk direction signbrds. By the time, he drove ard the carpark, I dah tak sabar. Told him to stop me at this 218 blk and that I would go find the blk by myself!

Wrong choice!! Instead of find the blk faster by being on foot, I was lost. I had walk to the wrong directions! Meaning I was walking away frm the blk that I wanted to find!

Sigh..

Dahlah lambat, me plak in my kebaya and terkedek2 in my heels. Abih tu kena apek taxi blur! Certainly not my day man!

Finally I found the blk and hurriedly walked to the function area.

Phew! I made it!

Den I saw the king and queen for the day. She was gorgeously dressed in a lime green outfit and him looking smart in a dark suit(pls refer to the pix above). You two reli make a sweet couple!! Congratulations once again!!!

Seeing them sitting at the dais reli made me excited..
Now I cant wait for our big day.

Insyaallah that day will come soon. :)

I thaw...

2005-03-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

I thaw...I thaw a puddy cat.. I did! I did thaw a puddy cat!!

Yeah rite Tweety..

And I thaw..I thaw I could pinish my werk by Friday. I did not obviously!

Pffttt!!!

But in the good spirit of the weekend, I shall not torture myself to think abt werk.

That can wait till Monday.

Hear that workaholic brain?

M-O-N-D-A-Y

So for now, its play time!!!!!

Yipee!!!!

Hectic!!!!

2005-03-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

I've never been this busy eversince I started werking in my company 3 years ago. For the past few days, I've been clocking in extra hours after werk to settle the necessary stuff. The gd thing is the overtime pay but the not so good thing is that I'm started to wear out.

I'm sorry that I'm boring u guys to tears abt my werk stories. Nothing much can happen when ur stuck at werk. At most, I saved my precious baby(the copier machine) frm being choked with nasty jammed paper. On top of that, I had to change her diaper(toner bag) or feed her(toner). And when she starts to leave streaks on the copy, I had to clean her.

Eehh?? I thot ur werking as a finance assistant?

Yes, I'm still a finance assistant who has tons of werk to do and yet able to sneak into the world wide web to chill out for a few minutes. That babysitting thing is just one of my job scope that was not clearly defined when I applied for the job.

Just kidding

Oooppsss!!!

Got to end here now! Abang just called and now I wanna spend my precious time with him before I get my beauty sleep.

Nitez!

BaSket!!

2005-03-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

Somebody made my darah up smlm. Kurang ajar punyer budak! Dahlah balik frm werk penat2, ingatkan once at home bole relax. But I was wrong. That somebody HAD to create problem for me.

Eh you eh.. Jgn nak act blur k? Act tak bersalah konon..
Yes I'm talking about you! Abih if not about you, siape lagi?!

Hantu?

Yelah.. I'm mad at you lah! Orang ade mood nak blog smlm, dia buat hal plak! Lembab dahlah satu hal! Lepas tu hang plak!

Camanelah darah tak up?

Chiken basket u blogger!

Hmmmmmm....

2005-03-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

Finally manage to find some energy to sit infrnt of this PC to update. Been bz the past few days cos urs truly had to finish up her last minute wk which is gonna be due tomorrow!!! :(

My oh my... I didn't have time to curi tulang and surf the net! Hehehe...

I reli need to reward myself after all this mayhem ends! Even my boss agrees with me. Both of us are swamped with werk. Unfortunately, swamped with problem cases that are making our head aching..

Or as my other keliq would say," My head today very big" which translate to "problem? again?NOOOooooo!!!!!!"

I've been werking late for the past 3 days and I'm reli tired.. Its like 8.30-6pm is not sufficient for me to finish up the werk that I have.. At times, I think back, is it the werk load has increased for me or am I not efficient enuff? Hmmm... *thinking*

I hope its the increased wkload.. Gonna have my appraisal done next month. Hopefully my efficiency level hasn't gone dwn..

Love to blog more but my wk is waiting for me.. Got to do some paperwk before I go to bed.

Another super busy day awaits me tomorrow!!!

~Love Is In The Air~

2005-03-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

Tadaaaaa!!!!!!! Like it? Hehehe..
After much thot, I decided to turn my precious blog into a "wedding blog" (is that the correct word to use?) I just wanna share with you guys my ups & downs while preparing for my big day.

Exciting isn't it?

So if ur not into this wedding thingy, pls bare with me. But den again, pls re-read my disclaimer.

Dont like, dont stay. Simple as that.

So far, we have booked our mak andam, photographer and errmmm...
Ooppsss.. so far that's abt it. About the tukang masak and stuff, I leave it to my mom to take care of that. She has better contacts den I have.

Last Thursday, we had an appointmt with William, the photographer @ 7pm at Orchard MacDonald's. Unfortunately, the train that we were waiting for at Cityhall was having problems and that resulted in us being late.

I will not go on to story further on the trip from Cityhall to Orchard stn. Cos its only gonna give me nightmares. Just think of it this way. We're packed like sardines. All sorts of skinny, fat, tall, short sardines. Packed into one small slow moving carriage. Fullstop.

Anyways, we finally met William at MacD and discussed on the quotation that he had provided us on our 1st meeting. A nice chap. Keep asking us if we had any qns to ask him. After all enquiries were answered, we signed the contract and settled on the deposit.

One less headache for us.

On Friday pulak, I took half day. Its my time off that I simpan for nearly 2 months! Meet up with Abang @ GV Plaza Spura to watch "Hitch". A romantic comedy that you shouldn't miss!

After that, we headed to Kovan for our mak andam appointment. Nasib baik tak sesat but we were an hour early! Hehehe.. ni bukan kisau tau.. Cuma didnt expect that the trip frm Dhoby Ghaut to Kovan only took 15mins! Just made the appointmt to transfer the receipt we had to their in-house receipt number. I guess the one that we had was just a temp receipt.

The saddest part of the trip was the boss asked me whether I put on weight!! Uwaaaaahhh!!!!! *sob sob*
When we paid our deposit at the exhibition last yr, they had taken a polaroid pix of us and I guess he made the comparison of me den and now. Abang just smiled at me while I put on my most disappointed look.

The reason was, I knew I had put on weight the past 1 year and since Jan, I have started my mission to lose those extra kgs. I've been exercising but didnt control my diet. How to? I love to eat..
But eversince I heard that comment, I'm more determine to shed those fats. Now I'm planning to watch my diet plak. No more sweet drinks, fast food, junk food, chocolates & all food yg sewaktu dgnnyer. :)

Ni later I'm going to JB with mom & aunt to look for stuff for the wedding.
So exciting!!!!

Not Now!!

2005-03-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

So many things happened!

But I have so little time!
Not much energy left!

Dont b disappointed
Everything will be revealed soon
So stay tune

To be continued....

~Done!~

2005-02-27T04:18:00.000+08:00

*Yawn!!!!!*
Finally I can go to bed.
5 hrs sitting infront of the PC is making my butt ache!!!

Sacrifice

2005-02-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

I totally forgot abt it until I received a call frm a friend yesterday. Upon hearing her voice, I knew why she called.

She: Ayu, how?
Me: Ah? How? Out already mah?
She: Out already..
Me: Alamak, I've not yet checklah.. I thot out at 4pm.. Errmm.. I call you back can?

I hanged up and looked my my half eaten pizza.. During that moment,somehow I lost my appetite.. But me being me, I couldn't let good food go to waste.

Quickly logged on to my email and waited.. Stupid.. why must the server be slow at this crucial moment. My heart was beating very fast..

My eyes were practically glued to the screen. Didn't even dare to blink. The page finally fully upload and there it was!!!

My eyes quickly ran thru it and stopped at the most impt part of it..

Your examination results for the December 2004 session issued on 21-FEB-05 are:
Paper Details: 2.4 Fin. Man. Con.
Result: Pass
Mark: 52
Paper Details: 2.5SGP Fin. Rep.
Result: Pass
Mark: 52

Wat? Passed?
My brain was slow in registering wat I've just seen!!! Read it for the 2nd, 3rd ,4th time just to make sure that I wasn't seeing things!!

Yipee!!!!! I finally passed my P2.4!!!! Tat paper killed me on 2 sittings and finally 3rd time's a charm!

Pakal aku kat ofis.. Kalaulah kat rumah, I'm sure to scream on the top of my lungs and run ard the house in happiness!!!! Nanti lari2 kat ofis, kena label pompan giler plak! :-P

Called my mom and told her the good news.. Boy was she excited!! Yelah.. Apekan tidak.. I early2 told her that I had no confidence in passing these papers.. I reli thot I couldnt make it thru and tats the reason that I didnt sign up for any classes this semester.. Takmo buang duit.. My plan was to stop attending classes this yr and continue back in 2006 but now my plans have changed.

Mom advised me to take just 1 paper for tis semester as not to waste time. She said tat nanti biler dah kawin, it would be more difficult to juggle betwn work, studies and marriage.
Ah ah ye..Betul jugak ape mak cakap.. So I decided to heed her advise.

But the boring part is that the class tat I want to sign up is gonna be held every Sat frm 2-5.30pm. Itu part yg lemau sikit. Tis means sacrificing my dating sessions with Abang. I asked Abang for his opnion and all he said,"Up to you lah"

Eventhough he said tat, I knew he wasnt too happy with my decision.. Tis means we have lesser time to spend with each other on Saturdays. :-(

But the lecturer holding the wkday class isnt good as this lecturer. Tats wat my friend told me lah.. She took both lecturers before.. Lagi pun, I attended one class by the wkday lecturer before and oh my goodness, I cant understand wats he's trying to say!! Sounds gibberish if you ask me.

So my 1st class would be tis Saturday.. My heart is divided into 2.. One side is looking forward to complete my stage 2 but the other is wishing tat i could spend the time with abang instead.

Bare with me for the next 12 wks or so k Abang? I promised tat I'll study hard so that our paktor sacrifice wont go to waste. I can always meet you for dinner after my class kan? :-)

NooOOoooOO!!!!!!!

2005-02-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

Had a very bad weekend.

I couldn't finish my work on Friday. For the very 1st time in history of werking there, I finally brought back my work to do over the weekend. Padan muka aku.. Slack lagi kat werk.. Orang suruh dier buat keje,bukan asyik duk surf internet..

Kan biler boss tanyer "Have you done the report?"

"Errmmm... Not yet lah.. I give you on Monday can?"

Dah kena buat muka tebal.. Buat malu company ajer..Dah lah tu, Monday, I have another dateline to meet.. Arghh!!!!!

How to complete these 2 datelines???

So kena lah bawa werk home to do over the weekend. Copied the necessary excel files into my diskette and nasib baik need to bring back one clip file ajer.

So berkobar2 lah nak buat werk on Saturday. Then my PC gave me a surprise.

Cant read from source. Diskette not formatted.

Ahh?? Not formatted?? Ape ni? Alahai.. Dont tell me I can retrive my files!!!

Uwah!!!!! Mcm nak nanis on the spot tau.. Tried again, pun same thing.. Tak leh retrieve the files. Sob sob.. :-(

Sigh.. wat to do.. Besok kena masuk keje siang sikit ah... Try to do as much as I can. Hope tat I can submit it before lunch.

Ni kalau my performance rating dapat C for this year, memang padan lah muka aku.. This would be the 2nd time, I fail to give my report when my boss asked for it.

Sigh.. Wats wrong with me? Why am I not motivated in doing my werk anymore?

Sekejap Ajer!

2005-02-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Dear fellow blogmates,

I had to force myself to blog tonite.. At least to let u guys knoe that I'm still alive and kicking! Hehehee...

So much happened but no energy to blog. I thot smlm nak blog but the PC was conquered by my sis who had urgent project assignments to do..

Pfft..

Today, I have the PC to myself but mood blogging dah gi tido agaknyer.. :)

So I shall keep it short and sweet.

I think for the next couple of weeks, I wouldn't be able to blog on a daily basis. As much as I want to, I can't.. :(

Work has been snowballing and there are soo much things I have been sitting on since the beginning of the year.. Agaknyer, if I was a chicken, may be some of them might hatched oready! *LOL*

Promised alot of pple that I would give wat they requested for but till now, only few has been accomplished. Not sure whether I have been slacking or my work responsibilities has really been increasing.. Hmmm.... *wondering*

So due to that, I would have to start to OT again.. Darn!! But on the brighter side, tis means extra $$ for moi!! More shopping!!! Muahahahaha...

Anyways, I will try my very darn best to blog.. And I will keep on tagging tats for sure!

Love always;
Ayu

# With Lots of Love #

2005-02-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

Dear Diary,
Sorry for not writing to you after such a looOOong time. I'm sorry that I've swapped to penning my thoughts and daily events in my blog instead. But somehow I still prefer to be writing to you.

How am I? Doing ok..

So much has happen and I'm not too sure where to start. But the main reason that I'm writing in to you is bcos I'm lonely now. :(

There at times where so much things happen to you and at the end of the day all you want to do is share frm A to Z to your loved one. Share your fears, sorrow, excitement, happiness and every emotion that makes or breaks your day.

Well, I had such a day today.

So many things happen today. So much to tell. Waited patiently to get back home so that I could relate everything to him.

But alas, didn't have the time to. By the time I reached home, he was getting ready to meet his friends.

Felt abit sad that we didn't converse much today.

Usually, I'm ok with it.. Not too sure why today is an exception.

Why ah? I keep asking myself..

Not sure.

PMS? Selfishness?

I hate feeling this way.

Diary, do you have any remedies for it?

I'm reli sorry that you're always the last one that I looked for when I need someone to hear me out. But I'm glad that you've never failed to lend me your listening ears.

I feel much better now. Gonna wash up and sleep this crappy thots away. Gonna wake up tomorrow feeling all bright and sunny!

Furthermore, I have a date with him tomorrow. I really dont wanna spoilt it with my crummy attitude.

Thanks dearest Diary!!

With lots of hugs and kisses,
Ayu

++ HoT!! ++

2005-02-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

Its the 2nd day of CNY and I'm stuck at home. Abang has to werk these 2 days and even if he's not working, we have nothing to do pun! All the kedai tutup!

Even last Tuesday, we went to watch Constantine @ GV kat PS, most of the shops were closed! We had dinner kat Swensen's and den otak jamz kejap on where to head to next. Eventually we decided to walk down to Cityhall. First time sey, the both of us tak tahu where to go.

In the end, biler dah sampai Cityhall, we decided to go homelah.. No point walking around aimlessly kan. Thought of hanging around kat Starbucks but the both of us were still full.

This is a very rare occasion where I'm already home by 7pm when I go out on a date with Abang! Hehehe...

So here I am at home. Sipping on my cup of cold tea and typing tis away.

Kinda looking forward to work tomorrow.. I mean at least I get to go out..
Further more, staying at home can be disasterous to my health! Keep going to the fridge to see wats there to munch on! My mind keeps thinking of that piece of cheesecake tats in the fridge!

No Ayu! You eat that and it will settle right down to your hips!

This is wat I keep saying to myself.. So far, the cheesecake is still safe in the fridge. ;P

Anways, besok I guess I can do my work in peace. Most of my keliqs are on leave including my supervisors and the big bosses!!

Yipee!!!!

~Best sey!~

2005-02-06T18:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I meet up wif Abang, Kakak, Mahd & Hus. I was the start karat for the day cos the meeting time was @ 2pm but guess wat? I kluar rumah @ 2pm. Hehhehehe..

Reached Orchard at abt 3.30pm and oh my goodness!!! Orchard MRT station was so sesak with people!!! Nasib baik manage to find the them. Hus couldnt make it last minute but did met up with her later tat day.

So we went jalan2 kat orchard.. The weather was not so good cos it was so hot!! Cair my make up! ;P

Next stop was Bugis where we met Husna and headed to Tong Seng for dinner. Cos cuaca dah lah panas, we decided to be seated at the 2nd floor.. Nak dapat aircon lah.. But den bad choice! Aircon tak rasa pun! As for me, I got myself a fried wanton noodle facial! Ape ke tak.. biler nak eat the noodles, rasa wap panas ajer..

After dinner, Mahd left for home while the rest of us continued our jalan2. Walked frm Bugis to padang. We sat there and chatted. At abt 9 plus, decided to head back home. Penat sey with all that walking!

But the highlight during the whole day trip was that we went to hotel's restroom for our toilet breaks! Never in my life, I dared to step into the hotel lobby to use their restrooms. So for the record, I went to Marriot, Intercontinental and the best one was Fullerton Hotel!! 1st time to Fullerton so I was jakunis abit lah...

Ok.. Ok.. Jakunis alot!!! Muahahaha!!

@Muacks!!!!@

2005-02-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

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Blank II

2005-02-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

Been busy at wk the past 2 days. By the time I get back home, it would be abt 8pm and I'm total flat.

Tired.. Penat...

Ni pun nak update blog but takde idea.. Lagipun nothing much happened.

Home - Work - Lunch - Work - OT - Home

And in the middle of it

Toilet breaks + Kopi breaks + Internet breaks + Gossiping breaks

See what I mean.. Boring!!

Nak pikir abt other topics, mind tengah blank. Ni nak blog tis down pun took me nearly 1 hour!

See what I mean! *shaking head*

Nil... Zilch... Kosong... Blank

2005-01-30T02:12:00.000+08:00

I've been hoping to get new new ideas for my outlay.. Seeing that some of my blogger mates have already had their skins change for the new year, I thought its also time for me to change too..

Alamak dekni...
Orang tukar sofa baru, dia pun nak sofa baru...
Orang tukar tv baru, dia pun nak tv baru...
Ishh...
Orang tukar blogskin baru, dia pun nak tukar blogskin baru..

Ape lah yg aku merepek pagi2 buta ni.. *LOL*

Anyways, since my brain has yet to generate ideas for the new look, I decide to looksy looksy at blogskin.com for some ideas or maybe there might be an outlay that I like..

So off I went to hunt for my new skin... Got a few that I like.. Manage to customise it with my own data

But

In the end, the end result didnt appease me
I just feel that its not me
Tried again with a few other skins but I felt something is not quite right
The skins just dont reflect who I am

So here I am
Still with the same old skin
Cracking my brain to produce my own personal skin
with my own personal style and touch

The process will be tough but it's gonna be all worth it cos
thats the skin that I can call my own

++Finally!!++

2005-01-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

Finally, TGIF!!!!! Phew!! I have 2 days to recuperate before the whole cycle begins again..

As you can see I've not been updating as often as before.. Why?

One word B-U-S-Y

The peak season is here again and it seems that my workload just seems to increase by DOUBLE!!

NO!!! make that TRIPLE!!!

Ok... Ok... I'm exaggerating here but serious! I'm so busy that I dont even have time to go for toilet breaks! Kalau dah urgent, baru I gi toilet.

But the thing is at times, when I see my piles of paperwk waiting for me.. My mood changes.

No mood to work.. Malas.. Just reluctant to do all these piles of werk. I end up taking internet breaks for abt 10-20 mins long. After that I will continue doing my wk again for abt 10-15 mins before I take another 5 mins internet break.

Tsk tsk tsk...Ayu...Ayu... U very the bad..

Yelah....I know it's wrong cos my time is wasted doing something that is not productive. In the end, I will stay back after wk to compensate on the time wasted and bcos I cant complete the wk on time..

Bodoh kan?? Kan bole cepat balik IF I dont dilly dally on completing my werk.
Keep telling myself that.. "Jgn masuk internet.. Better finish up ur wk 1st.."

At times, it works... But most of the times, it doesn't.. Well, just have to try again this coming Monday.

I better NOT curi tulang tis Monday.. I have two datelines next wk and I even haven't started on it! Die die, Monday kena kasi abis..

I guess my body couldn't handle the intial wk stress and now I'm down with a blocked nose.. I hate that!! I cant breathe properly and that makes me having difficulty to fall asleep!
Pfftt!!

Busy?

2005-01-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

Morning
Busy... Busy... Busy...

Afternoon
Busy... Busy... Busy...

Evening
Busy... Busy... Busy...

Now
Dead Tired

~Post Effect~

2005-01-22T14:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's Menu

Breakfast
Lontong, chicken rendang, sambal prawns & sambal goreng

Lunch
Nasi ayam with tandoori fried chicken

Dinner
Lontong, sayur lodeh, sambal prawns

*Hope my jeans will fit me later*

~Emmbeeeek!!!~

2005-01-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

So I've heard.... The kambings are not gonna be here come Hari Raya Aidiladha. Even heard that they gonna reach here by plane..
Betul ke?
First class? 2nd class?
Eh... tak mo lah mcm gitu..
1st class bagus, 2nd class pun bagusSssss....
Janji tetap sampai kan kan kan? Hehehe..

Anyways, I was searching for them too today... Oh no.. not the live ones..
To be more precise, I was looking for tulang bonesteak..
Why? LoooOOOooNg story...
Here goes..

Mom called at werk and told me to buy bonesteak for dinner. My dad teringin nak makan.. Maklumlah... Biler kat overseas, very hard to find our local food there. Lucky for me, my sis was around my werk area and I pun ajak dia temankan me lah.
We decided to go to the restaurant yg kat beach rd. Cant remember the name but the tulang there POWwEeeeR!!

Okie, i think I better cut story short. nanti aku story panjang2, korang tido plak. Here's the summarized story:

We took 196 frm Outram cos we checked the bus directory brd and states that it bypass Textile Center. Big mistake that we didnt confirm again with the apek bus.
Cos y? It totally bypass Beach Rd cos of the Circle Line construction. Arghh!!!!

Alighted kat Kallang and had no idea wat bus to take except for 14..
So we waited.. Tunggu punyer tunggu, tak nampak pun that bus..Finally gave up and naik 'bus' 240.

We alighted kat Concourse and biler dah sampai.. Kedai tutup!!!! *UWaaAaaHHHH!!!!* Mcm nak nangis on the sopt.. but member ni maintain..
Called mom... Told us to go to the one kat Beach Rd food center..
So off we went.. Luckily nearby..

Saw 2 kedai..Mane satu eh? Ahh... I saw the Makan sutra cert.. so decided to go for this kedai. Ask the mamak, "Tulang ader?" mamak say "sori dik, abis.."
Asked kedai sbelah, pun got the same reply *UWAaaAaHHHH!!!!!*

Call mom again.. She said why not try kat west coast food centre..
Ahhh? West coast? Alahai...Jauhnyer...
But luckily I remembered there's one kedai kat food center near Kallang MRT..

So off we went again..This one last..kalau takde jugak, I wanna go home!!!

We reached Kallang and the 1st thing I did was to buy food frm MacD. Lapar dah... Havnt had dinner tau..
So biler sampai that food center, I bravely asked the mamak.."ade tulang tak?" mamak reply...

"tulang? Ader... nak brapa? $50? $60?"

Alamak mamak ni..buat klakar plak... Ingatkan aku ni nak buat tulang party ka?

But never mind... Pasal dapat jugak my dad makan his bonesteak!!! Yipee!!!!
Biler order, my muka banyak senyuuummmm!!!! Senyum mcm kambing!!! Heheehhehe...Emmmbek!!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!!

~Exceptions~

2005-01-19T22:01:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen the past few days

However, yesterday was an exception

I had a dinner date with Abang

We were so full after dinner

that we had a long nice walk together

from Chinatown to Raffles Place

Although our date lasted barely 2 1/2hrs

It was short but sweet

*giggles*

~Retreat~

2005-01-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ohhh... The feeling of being pampered is so sHhiiioOOoOooKkkk!!!!!
Let me repeat SHHhhhhIOoOooOKKKKK!!!!
Imagine this, stepping into another realm..
Far from the bustling city life and into pure tranquility..

The sweet aroma filled the air, with soothing balinese music playing in the background. Beckoning us to just sit back & relax....

Yan & I were on a mission that day...
Our mission is to DE-STRESS.

We arrived promptly at abt 4.30pm and while waiting, we were led to the Rouge room..
It was tastefully decorated and with tat kind of ambiance, maybe I should go back there for a mani and pedi session..

I was called upon first as my treatment room was ready..
First in the list was whole body massage... Boy was I looking forward to that!
I was so relaxed that I dozed off for a while! Nasib baik I tak berdengkur...Hehehhee

Soon after that,it was the whole body scrub...
Mak ah.. She sental me mcm marinating a chicken!
Dah lah tu.. after the scrub, she bungkus me mcm ikan panggang!
Ni tinggal nak BBQ jer. Hahahahaha...

By the time I was done, it was abt 6.30pm..
Time flies so fast when ur having fun!
Even Yan agreed that the treatment was baguussss!!!!

So being ladies who enjoyed being pampered, we signed up another session.

Yan.. Dont forget ah..Another DE-STRESS session for us in March!! Yipee!!!

Oh.. Y not in Feb u might ask? Hehehe.. Cos I haved booked for myself a complimentary de-stress session at another spa! Yahoo!!!

Before I sign off, a sweet memento of our successful mission..

De-Stressed Ladies

+My BLeSsinGs+

2005-01-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the day!!!!!
I finally got my hands on Taufik's 1st album, Blessings!!!

While I'm typing away, I'm listening his sweet, powderful & soulful vocals..

Eventhough "Me & Mrs Jones" is in the album, somehow I prefer the live version...

The one in the album is more chilled out version.

What?

Dont know what I mean?
Go get the album and hear it for yourself lah!!

Ah?

What did you ask me?

Nak pinjam my copy?

Hehhehe... Sorry eh...
This one tak lah share...

Kalau nak, beli sendiri lah...

Anyway, must support Taufik what!

*sayang2 Topek's Blessings album*

O.K? K.O!

2005-01-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hehehe.. I guess I sent out the wrong signal with my previous entry. However..
Thank you for all the well wishes!! *hugs*

I'm not sick. I'm just mentally tired yesterday. Stressed up with the amount of werk that I had to finish up. I was busy in the morning that I was out of breath cos I keep going back and forth to the copier machine.

I reli wanted to talk to Abang to make myself feel better but he too was busy at werk. Darn!

Kept thinking abt the piles of werk that are waiting for me,just makes my head ache. Especially those problem cases that I've been sitting on... If these are eggs, maybe they've hatched by now...
Taking breaks in between didn't help it either.

Later tat evening, I went to my aunt's house. At least, with all my nieces & nephew around, my tiredness disappeared! Took photos of the whole bunch of them and had a few laughs.. It was fun seeing them again.

Alas, by the time I got back home, I felt crappy again.. That explains the short amd sweet entry of mine. Got to bed early and viola! I felt better in the morning.

My tons of werk load was still there when I reached werk tis morning, but at least, I didn't stressed up like yesterday. Today, I took things slow and steady..

I'm reli sorry tat I gave the impression that I was sick. Reli reli sorry..

But not to worry, help is on the way.. I'm going to destress myself this coming Saturday!!! Yipee!!!!

@ Crappy @

2005-01-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

Don't feel so good

I hate feeling like this

My head is aching

Sigh...

*crawls back under my comforting comforter*

Hope tomorrow is gonna be a better day

:1st Day:

2005-01-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

It went well today...

Weird to see that at 5.30pm, the office was still full...

Even made a corny joke with my keliq.

"Eh...5.30pm oredy...how come everyone Sooooooo hardweking ah?

Everbody doing OT today huh?"

Hehehehe...

But once the clock struck 6.00pm... everyone rushed off!!

Smua ni Cinderella ke?

++Say Cheese!!!!++

2005-01-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

I was invited to chegu's residence today for a small gathering..

As usual, I was late so decided to take a cab instead..

Lagi pun the weather wasn't looking too gd..

Ok ok..

Alasan ajer...

Me pemalas nak naik bus lah...

Eventhough I took the cab, nearly got lost!
The reason?
Could see the blk no... Cant blame me tau!

Reli cant see...Apek taxi pun tak nampak..

Nasib baik kakak picked up my emergency call and told me that
their blk was rite behind the shops..

Well, I got lost again.. This time trying to find their lift!!

Aiseyman!!

But luckily found it and this careless me, forgot to jot dwn their unit no...*slaps forehead*
Called them again and manage to find their house. :)

Phew.. Reli not my day lah...asyik sesat ajer.

Mahd, Aya & Elfah were already there and soon after Hus pun sampai.
Nice meeting you ladies!!

I had a great time with great food, surrounded by great company and laughed so much watching White Chicks! For the 1st time, I managed to catch the whole show.

Also today, the memorial service in rememberance of the tsunami victims was televised on CNA and at abt 6pm, there was the observance of 1 minit of silence..

The atmosphere was reli somber....

Very sad knowing that 125,000 or more people perished within 1 day..

I'm reli grateful that I'm still alive and so are my loved ones.

Anyway, I have something important to announce...

Starting from 10 Jan 2005,
my office is implementing the 5 day work week!!!!

Yahoo!!!!

Yippee!!!!

No more waking up early on Saturdays to go to work!!!

Yeah!!!!

I know...I know...

Where got important?

Hehehe...I dont care...

All that matters, its important to

ME!!!

*Continue jumping around*

.:. Love .:.

2005-01-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

Love : ~ noun
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

That was what I got from an online dictionary. There are a lot more that they provided me but I chose this one cos its the most meaningful one.

When someone ask you.." Why do you LOVE him/her?"

" Oh! Its bcos: He's/She's

caring,

understanding,

funny,

charming,

handsome/beautiful,

always there when I need him/her,

and the list goes on......

When people are in love, they're oblivious to their surroundings...

To them, everything else doesn't matter as long as they have each other..

I guess that's why at time we see couples hugging each other in public, showing their affections openly to one another and eventhough everyone else is looking at them, they wouldn't care less...

As they say(dunno who lah) but I've heard something like this:

Kalau dah cinta tu, kentut yg busuk pun dikatakan wangi...

Something like that lah...

I guess the underlying message is that when you're in love, whatever flaws ur other half possesses is invisible. In your eyes, he's PERFECT!

Well, when reality sets in, the wrong buttons are being pushed...

Wrong strings are pulled..

Heated arguements occur..

Accompanied by hurtful remarks and

sadly there are cases when physical abuses happens...

That's when, to you, their flaws make an appearance for the very 1st time...

Eventhough everyone else has seen it...

Except YOU

But when everything is calm down..

There's 2 possibilities that might happen:

1) kiss and make up

2) go on your separate ways

It depends on the situation that your in..

For example:

If the fight is bcos the guy is upset cos the gerl masak tak pakai belacan

den merajuk for one month

by all means pls take option 1

But if the guy's kaki and tangan dah start flying everywhere
and keeps landing on the gerl

Ladies pls...

I beg you...

No matter how many times he promised that he wont do it again..

For you own safety, dont belief him and quickly take option 2

Before you jump to conclusion, I would like to make everything clear..

Crystal clear

The 2nd example that I gave is JUST an example

Takde kena mengena dgn org2 yg masih hidup ataupun yg telah meninggal dunia

Ni adelah cuma rekaan semata-mata

Understand?

Den, y am I blogging all this?

Well....

Someone told me something that reli knock some sense in me

I cant remember the exact words but it goes somehow like this

Love conquers everything.

When you first accepted someone to be your partner,

its bcos of the good qualities that they posses that attracted you,

But at the same time

you are also accepting his/her shortfalls,

If you can accept that den, why not now?

True..tats so true..

That made me think...

Think abt my relationship with Abang.

It hasn't been smooth sailing for us but alhamdulillah, we made it tis far..

Eventhough I've been with him since completing my 'O' levels

I'm still learning new things abt him

and even

discovering abt my own complicated self!

Wow!

This is what they say

Killing two birds with one stone!

+Datelines+

2005-01-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

Uwah!!!!!!
I'm reli feeling the stress at wk!!!!
I like my job..

Seriously I do...

But.....
New Year baru jer kick in.. Datelines dah start piling up!!!
But ah...

I think it is just ME who is making a small thing into a very BIG thing...
Probably my kanciongness is making me panicky...
No good... No good.. *shaking head*

Ayu..

U must learn how to relax....

*breath in...* *breath out...*

*breath in...* *breath out..*

Ahhh.... Feel much better now... Hehehe...

Padan muka aku...
Biler takde challenge, I always complain..
Boring ah.. No kick lah this task..Buat aku tido ajer...

Abih ni.. Baru dapat assignments that are challenging cikit.. Aku complain lagi....
Stress lah!!!Pening kepala lah...!

Tsk.. Tsk.. Tsk... Ayu... Ayu....
So tak bersyukur...

Must add this to my this yr's resolutions:
*jotting it down*
don asyik complain ajer...

must be contented with what I have..

Must realise that the world does not evolve around ME.

Point taken..

What's next huh?

+Hello 2005+

2005-01-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

Welcome in 2005!!!! Wow!!! We have said goodbye to 2004 and now its 2005...

Hmm.. New year resolutions? Thought abt it but not too sure whether I can achieve it...KIV for now

Nothing much happened during the weekend.. New Year's day was spent at my uncle's house.. We had a family gathering and had fun with my nieces and nephew... They all grow up so fast!!! That means I'm growing older!!! Uwwaaaaah!!!! *sob sob*

As for Sunday, did nothing much except sitting infront of my PC..It was raining cats and dogs the whole day so wasnt in the mood to go out.. Later in the evening, Ocean's 11 was on tv but didn't manage to stay thru the show... Too many distractions.. In the end, my bro switch on to the live coverage of Spore versus Myanmar on Starsports...

I'm not a soccer fan so didn't follow thru the whole match until the big drama started. That reli caught my attention!

The yellow cards, red cards,the player who kicked the wet grass at the referees, the sending off of Myanmar players, the waterbottle being thrown at our Spore player, the attitude reserve goalkeeper who threw that particular waterbottle, fans throwing watever they can throw down to the field, the missed penalty shot, the player who was hit on the shoulder but action kena hit on the face, the look of "aku dah tak tahu wat happen to my players' attitude" coach and the poor referee that needs protection!

Phew!!!! Trying repeating the above in one breath! Hehehehe

Have a great week ahead guys!

-:GoodBye 2004:-

2004-12-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

If u're listening to this...

U're lucky...

If u're stuck at work...

U're lucky...

If ur boss is picks on u....

had a arguement with ur spouse....

U're lucky....

I was abt to complain abt being bored at home

However after listening to that trailer on the radio

I decided not to

Yes

I am lucky

Lucky to be alive

To all my wonderful friends

Happy New Year

PaRtY TiMe!!!!

2004-12-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

I know Christmas is over but this is the only nicest spot to take photos dar!

My Finance division organised a year end party for all of us and the theme was multi racial.. At first I wanted to wear an Indian punjabi suit but the skirt was a tad to long for me.. Takut nanti ade je ku terpijak the kain, and fall flat on my face... malu nanti beb!
Anyways, decided to play safe and stick to my kebaya..

At first, when we reached the venue (held it at my wkplce compound jugak), the mood was very not in the party mood... everybody seated quietly with the music playing in the background.. I guess everyone is hungry and waiting for the "GO" signal. But we had to wait for our Guest of Honor kan...

I guess the MC could sense tat people were getting bored.. she invited them to karaoke... one guy was gung-ho enuff to volunteer...

Soon after a few songs, our CFO honoured us with his presence and gave a short speech. It was a very short one BUT the highlight from it was that there might be a possibililty of implementing the 5-day work week!!! Yahoo!!!!

After that, ape lagi.. MAKAN TIME!!!!

Most of them left after makan, but I decided to stay for a while and left abt 9.30 with a few of my keliqs... had lots of fun and managed to dance a bit..( can imagine tat.. lancing away in my kebaya!) heheheh

I reali wanted to story in more detailed but really too tired now... Gonna hit my bed now! Nite nite peeps!!

Leaving So Soon?

2004-12-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

Only 2 more days to go before we say goodbye to 2004... Times flies so fast that I wonder what in the world did I do for the past 363 days? Hmmm.. let me recap...

I passed 1 out of 2 papers I sat for in June04, still waiting for my Dec sittings in Feb05...

Alhamdullillah, in Jul04 I received my 1st promotion after being there for abt 2 yrs...
Hmmm... what else eh.. takkan itu ajer sey???

Oh yah!!! Attended a few fren's wedding... Skarang is the kawin2 season among us.. Hehehe...

Nearly missed the list... officially got myself a blog!!! Becos of this, I meet new frens online and I love the new experience of getting to know people.. (I've been living dalam gua for the past few yrs lah, maklum lah PC takde.....) Hekekhehehe..

2004 also marks a special yr for me... Its been 1 year being his fiance and I love every single second having that title!! Next year, insyaallah... my title akan di promote kan frm fiance to MRS!!! Hehehe...

So far we have taken baby steps in preparing for our big day.. Sat dwn with our parents to confirm the date, booked the bridal house of our choice... recently just graduated our pre-marriage course and many more planning to do in 2005!

Another major thing tat happened in 2004 just happened a few days back... Eventhough noone I knew got hurt but reading the news just makes me feel very sad and helpless and yet grateful that all my loved ones are safe.. Tat day I was having cup noodles for lunch and while looking at it, my mind thot abt those people that dont even have a roof under their heads and have to go without food and proper clothings...

In a single incident, kids become orphans, women become widows and men losing their family... God is great and this is a reminder that we humans are just very very small creations in this whole universe..

I'm reli grateful that our tiny island is safe frm this catastrophe... But at the same time, I have realise how precious our lives are and should not take things for granted..

As for how i'm gonna achieve that, well that's another story for another day...

::Lovely...Just Lovely::

2004-12-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

Just wanna give a shout out to my gerl, Zarina!

Congratulation dear!

Finally, 26th Dec04 marked the day that u and Sophian join in

harmony as husband and wife!

U guys have been together since we were in sec school!

Steady ah!!

May ur marriage be blessed with happiness and with many many many kids!!

The lovely bride & groom

Look Ma! Look What I've Got!

2004-12-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

.: As PrOmiSEd:.

2004-12-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

These are a few pix tat we took outside

Starhub @ PS while waiting for our Q no to be called...

TerMenuNg JauH Ab@nG?

DaH KenA SpOt NaK ACt cOoL AjEr....

AcT COoL?? MaNe AdE....

*Disclaimer: I've yet to master the technique of being relax for snap shot poses...

Kalau camera dah point at me...

I automatic flash my pearly whites...

Tat explains why the picture of me in pix 2 & 3 looks about the same...

Mommy say I can be spokesperson for toothpaste commercial..

Excuse me, r u a Model?

2004-12-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

Ehh... dont get me wrong...

I didn't go into a career switch...

Still stuck in accounts...

Its just tat yesterday,

Abang got me this..

And I got him this..

Thank you Abang!!!! I really love it!!!

I'll upload the pix later k?